all i want is peace .

so long nv post bloggy le.

is like around 2 mths?

omg .! my blog is totally dead.!

nvm . hahas.! type myself read myself .

the days have write on diary. totally no time use comp to type all the mood i have this days.

after i start to work i c the world more clearly.

i noe this world is only everything make me think back let me think this world is a very "funny world"

you cant let ppl change you . only you change for them . for wat change for them ? who are they?

no one have understand me .

no one read my heart befor.

but when i noe a person that can read my mind i really shocked.  i really dont noe wat to do.

we only noe each other not more then 1 mth and you noe wat kind of person m i and you also noe wat m i thinking.

wow ! you are the only one.! really.! those who noe me like so long also dont noe wat kind of person m i .

but you noe . i really cant believe it.! but i dont want anyone to noe wat kind of person m i . cause you have noe too much you will noe my weakness.

the problem is i nv say weakness and you noe. should i be happy or sad?

after a person that noe me so well i m scare you noe me more. we just stop contact-ing. is all this the end of us ? i dont noe ..

i really dont noe. i trust him , he noe me and i noe him. but the point is we dont admit. cause when it admit alot things will happen

i dont want anything to happen . just let this all be ba..

now working let me noe more and more kinds of person

and change my attitude . all things must tahan .. is kind of suffer...

i dont feel like saying anything le . cause no matter how much i say no one will noe me.!

suan le .

friends betary and nv listen explaination just let them say how much they want.

family totally speechless..

working friends. totally like dogs... only some are not.

me totally like a bitch. hate to be the one like me now.

i nv change is only you dont noe me. ..

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this days keep working . no time post up my bloggyyy.! LOL! .

well, this days work at CHIOCE SALON! ! at thomson plaza.

a place i dont really wish to think of! ):! everyday go there wish and pray wont c him there.! cause i m scare. ):!

why m i getting weaker and weaker.! i hate it.! i dont want .!! i want to be strong.!!

this days keep "see my twitter.! " cause everything post there.

after work . friends all this have no time to care le . ):!

i miss my girls.!! > CHARMAINE , SHANNEL , HAZEL! MISS YOU ALL <3sxs!! hope can meet you 3 up soon.! LOVE LOVE ! ><!

times drifting us apart i guessed.! you are the person change. i have did my best. but you dont. so dont tell me i m the person change.  once a heart change it is hard to turn back. just like you. .. dont tell me friend this word when you at my back saying me.! dont tell others i m yr friend when you saying me . cause you just throw yr own face.! say ppl de person nv be good friend. cause they also will say you. faker is always a faker. same like stalker always is a stalker.! dont make me said too many times. i said means i care. but if one day i dont said . it means i have totally lost hope from you.

a rope and been cut will nv be as same as the orginal rope like last time . even you tie it up there is always a scar there. so for wat? but if both are trying to make this friendship better .. this rope is still a rope. is only the scar will be there only but both of us dont care.!

things always changing .! i nv say i nv change . even i change my heart dont change.! my heart is always there for you. but you just hack care.! then fine. i take back my heart and give it to others. but everytime i give out myheart it means i trust you much . but wat you give me ? ! hurt? why all my friendship so fked up . must get hurt.! but someone tell me this is life. this is god give you de test .! you dare give ppl yr heart you need to acpt it will they care it or throw it or hack care it.! acpt every choice you make.!

now working with some LOL! . winnie,doreen,april,yvoone,lucus and  germaine.! (:! (:!

starting days sux. now normal .

first time my client is a teacher! i wash for him .! LOL! got tips.! ><!

one more is i wash for a doctor also got tips.

one is housewife de la. ! also got give tips.!

wa rich sia they.! LOLOL!

haha>! this slon now is .! ..

lucus has go .! now whole salon is all girls.! LOL! . HAHAHA!

sometimes really dislike the lucus . but then now is bored without him. sometimes think that. cause his age around us ma. so can talk . but the rest is like got age gap. ! wa talk totally need xiao xin yi yi de.! so mafan.! somemore still need por de.! LOL! .

life is always like that de.! today off day! thats why got time post .! LOLOL! .

lazy type up my life.! but i hope all this will be my good memorise.!

later going out with my dear SHANNEL! <3sxs!!! hehes.! love her.~ !  YAY! ><!

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2、不凶她。

3、不伤她心。

4、不欺负她。

5、不许骗她。

6、不可以打她。

7、不对她摔东西。

8、不许先挂她电话。

9、不许对她大声说话。

10、不做对不起她的事。

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51、有痛苦时要和她一起分担。

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53、要会逗她笑。

54、要说到做到。

55、要学会做饭给她吃。

56、要相信她。

57、要学会自己检讨。

58、要给她暖被窝。

59、要接受她的过去。

60、要给她安全感。

61、在心里她是你最爱的人。

62、她发脾气要哄她开心。

63、她任性要迁就她。

64、约会不可以让她等。

65、约会等多久也不可以离开。

66、陪她玩不可以说没时间，地方有她选。

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68、不可以看别的女孩子超过三秒，最好不看。

69、送她回家要到家门口，等她上楼才离开。

70、到家要给她说 晚安。

71、看她做事，要帮她做事，还要认真做好。

72、好吃的东西要给她吃。

73、早上要叫她起床。

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75、她要没起床，要帮她刷牙洗脸。

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77、在生命里要把她放在第一位，

78、要让她做最幸福的女人。

 
can you do it ?! LOL!

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